What are you guys up to? On my end I’m thinking.. I’m always thinking, overanalyzing everything.. For what use? It is impossible for me to feel free, since I am constantly active in my mind. I wish I could find a way to just shut it up, with absolutely no use from drugs or anything like that. Video games is actually the only thing that stops me from thinking. It is my only escape, and some movie.. great ones. If the movie sucks, then the old machinery starts ticking again.
I feel it is time for some popcorn and a movie. I’m really inspired by the Alan Wake game. And I haven’t watched Twin Peaks yet. So I thought I might start tonight. I have heard many great things about it, and you can find a huge amount of tributes in Alan Wake. That is cool!
Now.. where are those popcorns hiding?
Okay. So I feel better now. I spent the last hours watching Woody Allen’s Vicky Christina Barcelona. This movie really puts me in a good mood. I felt inspired and positive. So I decided to continue on my new progressive track. This one is really shaping up! I’m telling you! Watch out, it is hot!!
I have to take little break now and rest my precious ears. I think I’ll load up another movie and get some stew from yesterday! Yum di di yum di di di di yum yum!!
Hold on.. I just have to change something on my track..
.. 5 hours later.. haha. I totally got stuck with my arrangement. I believe it is 80-90% done now.
Sorry for leaving you here dear laptop.
I feel there is a lot of creative things going on in my head right now.. I have a lot of things that I need to spit out. But I always seems to feel stressed about it. I have huge issues when it comes to handeling psychological stress. It just get’s to me.
Well I just finished the rest of the stew! Good job bro! Some food tastes better, the next day!
Now I’m gonna lay here in my loneliness and just breath for a while..
Today I would like everybody to take what I’m about to say, very seriously.. VERY seriously..
.. So listen carefully..
That is how I feel today.. I’m in such a bad mood, my eyes hurt. From the moment I opened them I felt like satan himself gave me a good whip with his large disgusting tail. BUT, I’m not going to let this feeling stay for long. So let us make a plan on how to beat this nightmarish wake up scenario. First things first! I’ll get out of bed in about 5 minutes, then I’ll boil up some water.. then I’ll toast some bread, get some turkey and cheese on them. Then I’ll add some Masala Chai in my large, black & red IKEA cup. And THEN… I’ll place my work of art on the couch table.
Then I’ll boot up my home cinema system and make the greatest escape of all time!! IT WILL BE EPIC!!! The bad feeling won’t even know what hit it! And I swear I will not move from this couch until I can’t feel my legs!
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