I feel so much better!!
One of my new tracks is nearly finished. All thanks to SynPlant.
Synplant is an all new sort of software synthesizer from Sonic Charge. From it’s looks you can already tell it is something else.
Instead of using the standard “hardware retro look” interface. Synplant is more of an artistic/natural way of modifying sounds. Under “the shell” it works just like a regular software synth. Except all the oscillators, LFOs, mod wheels etc.. are inside a DNA like string. You can still edit and automate envelopes, but you wont as much as you are used to. Since the new interface is so cool and addictive!
Every sound is created by a seed. You can fun and easily create your own sounds. (Yeah, you may think it sounds way to weird..) But let this video explain all the confusion.
I guess I feel a little better today. No nightmares nor strange dreams at all.
I’m gonna have myself a long breakfast in Red Dead Redemption. I have school at SAE later tonight. Looking forward to it, though I think I need a break from music for a while. As I said last night, I feel totally blocked.. musically. Phh..
I’ll finish up my remix for Joy Deb and after that I’ll take a break for a few days.. sounds good to me.
But what will I do then?
I can’t sleep and I really need to write a few words. Apparently I am in some sort of negative frequency or something. I feel creatively blocked. I have over 30 good tracks to finish. I have been trying all night. Nothing happens.. I just feel stupid. It feels like I’m all new to this. But I’m not.. I don’t know what’s gotten in to me. I pray for better times. Ahh.. I don’t feel like doing anything. I am hungry, but I don’t want to eat. I have tried to play some videogames, but everything sucks. I’m so tiered but I can’t sleep. My mind feels like a tornado with negative thoughts.. I even tried 3 glasses of whiskey.. Nothing feels better. F*ck this day!
Simon and I watched the new movie “Hanna” earlier today. It was actually pretty cool. Weird but entertaining.
This is ridiculous.. I don’t feel like writing anymore today. Thats all I got for today.. what a phony I am.